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I'm Lost ...

I'm so lost in noway.

I bet everyone goes through this stage before...

So what my problem?

Its like little people understands how i feel...

I'm doing job hunting recently.

Everyday I'll spent time looking for job.

Busy sending resumes.

Here's the problem....

I do not really know what i really wanted to do/work as.

Actually I got the job on spot during my first interview.

Almost everyone feels that i should be happy about it.

Infact, I'm not.

I feel so lost, so emo, so inferior about myself, soo lacking of confidence,

so afraid to take the first step.

Maybe this is not the job i'm finding after talking to my sis and b.

It very nice of them to be so patient and understanding towards me.

I may be acting like a child, and soon i have to wake up from this hiding....

On one side, i am tense up because that i might be not able to find a job,

on the other side i'm attending all the interviews, but they may not be the one i'm looking for.

Anyone feels the same before?