Tuesday

Okie… It’s a week since I last blog. Aww, time past so fast and a week had gone…
Oh ya, for the past few days, I was having my amine marathon which is BLEACH! Ya, I know I belong to the laggers. Haha! 4 days K.O 150 episodes, 30 more episodes to go~ OMG, I love Toshiro Hitsugaya captain, he is soooo damm cute lor … Just can’t take my eyes off him … *Winks (:


I have self declared holiday since last Wednesday. I feel I have lost my will, can’t find a right reason to go school, to be motivated and to be determined. I need you to here with me, to guide me with your light. Anyway …

I went work today. Yes, went to help my sister with some admin stuffs.
Having the same routine:
Had the same Mac breakfast
Took the same buses
Passed by the routes
Crossed the same road and drain
Walked past the same chicken farm
It still stinks like hell as before
Holding my breaths like I never breathe again
Sorted out the same documents
Saw the same ice-cream uncles and crew men
Went to the same toilet
Looking out for the same tiko china men like I always do

Yes, same old stuffs…

Something which I would like to comment on:

There are words and stuffs which I wanted to write it out for a long time… but I couldn’t, perhaps its better I don’t … why not? I’m doing it now.


Yes, I discovered something months ago.
Yes, it’s the B_____.
Yes, so coincidently, isn’t it?
Maybe someone is telling me something.
Not once, not twice, but many times… ?
I don’t wish to believe, but it’s a Fact.
IT stabbed me,
Bleeds quite badly actually.
I have been looking, observing or maybe you would say P____________ all these while.

It's very informative.
I know what’s has been happening from the start and even earlier.
It does shock me. But it don’t matter anymore…
I have stopped this for some time…
Until recently …
Something hints me.
I got back the same old h_____.
This time, not as much as I anticipated.
But something tells me something…
‘I’m worthless’, yes, it do sound it is.
Inflicted and hurt.

There’s nothing I should do or rather I want to do.
Be wise next time.

If you ever wonder, I may be referring to you?
something not told, doesn't mean they are unknown...

u disgust me, seriously ...

U! Why so Serious?

its just some random thoughts ...